I’ve already told y’all a lot about the ex. I haven’t however told you that she’s now deleted me from the Dutch equivalent of facebook (Hyves), deleted me from MSN messenger and deleted me without even telling me why. So I e-mailed her, asking where the fuck she gets off deleting me after all I did for her, after all we’ve been through, where-after I also told her that if she now told me to fuck off, or told me that she wanted nothing to do with me, it’d be fully over, I would have officially stopped caring.

So she e-mailed me that she indeed did not want nothing to do with me any more, and that she wishes me good luck in, and this is literally translated, all my future endeavours, and that I may find all I’m looking for. I have two words for this girl, fuck you. If all you can send me is a shite e-mail like that, FUCK YOU!

Seriously after all the shit she pulled, she dares to break contact with me, if anyone should have broken contact, it’d be me! At first I was sad, then I was insulted, now I’m done, seriously, if she’d ever come to me again, if she’d ever changed her mind, she can just go fuck herself. I’ve officially stopped caring. It’s just too bad she was the first I’ve ever loved, that love was wasted.

On another happier note, I thought I’d feel lost at this moment, but actually I’m quite happy! I’ve no big issues with it whatsoever. Other than the fact that I’m a bit annoyed at the fact that some people are fucking idiots, I don’t really mind it at all! It’s a miracle, maybe I really have stopped caring.

Roberto Strife